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Resurface​/​/​Repair

by Rubicon

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Maybe everything happens for a reason, but I will never know for sure. No one should have to feel like you feel; no one should have to feel that pain. Maybe there is a greater purpose in life, but I will never for sure. I know your hiding, I know it’s shaky, but this world won’t leave you behind. I won’t let it, I’m right here for you, I will never leave you behind. let me share your pain, let me share your burden, I’ll carry all the weight put it on my shoulders, you’re not alone, you've never been alone. I understand you.
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I’m trying to live without this cloud over my head, it’s always storming everywhere I go. Life through the cracks. Takes life out of my fears. These conversations with strangers, who become the best of friends, in this town I struggle to survive in. The things I love are holding me back, don’t worry about the faith that I lack, the glass is never full, half empty at best, it’s what I prefer because I'd probably waste the rest. (But I try, I’m convinced that this life I live is what I deserve) it’s what have earned. (I’ve seen ups and I’ve been down) and what I have learned, (I’m always grateful above ground) day by day. (Take each moment as a grain of sand). I fight to overcome and put my struggles in the past. I’m always rising while keeping my head out of the clouds
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Have you ever wanted something so bad that just to get there you’d give up everything you have. Something is empty inside of me. Desperate to fill the void that’s been haunting me, always so close but never in reach, always pushing but never breaking. I almost lost it. I almost lost myself. A life without it is meaningless. My hope was buried but passion dug itself out of me. I thought there was no chance no way no hope. I almost gave up on myself. I’m chasing my dreams. This means everything to me, and all the pieces are falling into place. Always pushing and never breaking. I’ve been so desperate to fill the void that’s been haunting me. Always so close but never in reach, always pushing but never breaking. I will not fucking fail.
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My head is spinning, think I’m losing my grip. My thoughts are spilling out like the words that I keep erasing, my thoughts are jumbled and it’s driving me crazy. I wish I could take back every word I ever said, any distress that I may have caused. because you know that I never meant any of it. I know what’s done is done and I know what has been said. It makes me sick to see your pain knowing that I caused it. All those late nights staying up till 2 am hoping that you'd reach out for me. The ground is shaking, I think I’m losing my grip. It's all just to much to hold on to. Time feels as if it doesn’t exist, and then you start to feel lost inside when you can’t find what means the most to you. My head is spinning I think I’m going crazy. My thoughts are spewing out like the words that I keep erasing. My thoughts are jumbled and I’m losing it.
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I don’t want to fall asleep and wake up, to find you missing from next to me. Can’t you see everything that I do, I do for you. I’ve never known what it’s like to have all the answers to the questions in my mind. All that i know is, i always think back to the things that you instilled in me I don’t want to fall asleep and wake up to find you missing from next to me. Can’t you see everything that I do, I do for you.

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released August 5, 2015

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Rubicon California

Ru·bi·con: A point of no return. To take a decisive, irrevocable step.
Rubicon is a five piece Melodic Hardcore band from Northern California

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